Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Look at the ticker to the left..it finally says DAYS!!! We are definitely on the down slope now. I am trying not to get too excited because planes always break and replacements don't always show up on time. Lots can go wrong and push his return back. Nonetheless, I have lots of different emotions. Excited to see him again and be able to just be around him. I miss the little things like grocery shopping or even riding in the car. I would do anything right now to have a conversation longer than 15 minutes! I'm also very anxious because his return means that life has to go on. I have become extremely attached to the kids in my class. I am not looking forward to saying goodbye to their sweet faces. Greg's return also means we have to confront our infertility issues once again. UGH! It is so draining just thinking about it. We do have our 3 frozen embryos waiting for their dad to get home so they can be used. When will we do that? No clue. Might not even broadcast it. If they don't survive, BIG decisions will have to be made. Adoption or another IVF? I am trying to put it all in the back of my mind, but it is hard. We do have a fabulous trip coming up which will hopefully give us some much needed time together. 30 days and counting....
Posted by Julie and Greg at 4:10 PM